Your lies are my life

You have silky black hair and crystal blue eyes.  I told myself that you were nothing to me but our memories keep flooding back into my mind edging the skin.

I built a wall around myself and kept blocking my lively hood from the world.  Every time I let someone in I find myself falling into the black abyss.

I used to have a heart but you stole it and mangled it until your tease was wasted so you threw me  away along with your other flaws.  Can you see the pained stature I hold onto?

My hands are shaking and my body is frail.  I can feel my breath shortened by the pound of your angelic features.  I'm lying when I say I don't love you because I miss your acid kisses and devil's touch.

You stabbed me in the back.  You lies and you damned me to hell.  I'm weak by your voice, by your life and i can't seem to give up.  somebody reach your hand out to me and tell me why I'm still holding on to you.

This time is waste on old lullabies and flaming stars.  There has been too many signs that I need to stop and that I don't care.  The universe isn't in tune with my thoughts but I'll never give up.